ITZ MADE OF WIN

Since I can't post in Loungin', I decided to leave Neo altogether.
Loungin' was my favorite forum, and now that I got permabanned I've lost my reason to stay. All of my friends from Neo I have on MSN or MySpace.

Farewell.
and *bleep* you.
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Whenever I get a warning from a mod, I always seem to refrain from posting in that forum, because I fear my attitude will get me in trouble.
But my attitude is always present.
If I cannot be myself, what am I to do?

I just feel like posting.
Then I fear my post will be deleted
And then I stop posting, because it would be my last one.

Am I the only one?
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Not a productive one, but definitely a fun one. I wasn't even paying attention for half of it, because I had the iPod on blaring music through my *bleep*ing skull. Cort was at court. But everyone else was there. For me to complete this story it is important that you know that I go to a private school ran by computers. The facility is an old garage that once doubled as a cafe, and the teachers, aren't really teachers. They're more like prison guards. They make sure you do what you're told. The one I have every day is a really cool dude named Mark. He's a 26 year old ex-Vice Lord. He did 2 years on dealing drugs, supposedly got "saved" in prison but at least he doesn't shove that shit down my throat. Anyway he's always talking to this 18 year old chick named Jasmine that goes to school with us. It's important to know that she was sitting at the Northernmost computer in the room. Also there
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my family is *bleep*ing crazy.
my 46 year old mother is still relying on her mother for everything, shes even living with her.
my father is living with us, as an alternative to paying his overdue child support.
my mothers mother has a severe case of dementia and looks for the cat all *bleep*ing day. this is a pain in the ass because every 30 minutes, every *bleep*ing night, she opens my *bleep*ing door to look inside, and wake me up, asking if ive seen the cockfaced bastard, then she expects me to find him. part of the reason i havent had a good nights sleep in years. the pros of that far outweigh the cons. she owns this house. if she goes to a nursing home, shell stop *bleep*ing bugging us, and we can live here ALONE with her inheritances.
my mother is becoming intolerant of her as well. but to an extent i cant understand. she thinks its necessary to explain shit to her thirty times a *blee
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So. Yeahh. I'm sick as a *bleep*ing dog. I'm not sure I can show up to school tomorrow, but to ensure that I don't, I want to keep my window open tonight, because that's what seems to have given me the cold I have. MOAR VIRUSES = LESS SKEWL :D no seriously i hope i can go to school tomorrow. im *bleep*ing sick, sure, but i hate being sick more than i hate school. there i have less problems than i do at home.

and maddy just introduced me to her friend martin. he seems to be a total douche. idk what the *bleep* his problem is but hes the second person maddy has introduced me to. the first was pivotmasterdx. hes also the second one shes introduced me to to hate me.

in any case, shes still cool. awesome actually. no, *bleep*ing amazing. im bored. talk to me. you all got my number dont you. call meh.

UPDATE: okayyy, the guy no longer hates me but has *bleep*ed with maddy using information that
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yes. i finally saw kat again for the first time in fifty days. that fifty days was following a six year period where we could not see each other at all. even then, we were not alone together. for the first time in 6+ years we could see each other alone. we are both really really *bleep*ed up in the head. with *bleep*ed up parents, that hate each other, we can only relate to each other. my father and her mother were engaged, so we grew up as siblings would, and we suspect that we are blood indeed. i have doubts that i could be related to who calls herself my mother anyway. she is just over a year older than i. we walked for miles and talked for hours, reviewing what has happened to us in the recent and not so recent past. we rolled a full dime of weed into a single zigzag, lit it up and smoked it all. it was as if we shared souls, a feeling i have never felt. i missed her. id wished we co
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i swear my mother is going *bleep*ing crazy. ehhhh ive been atheist my entire *bleep*ing life and she now wants to send me to a christian reform camp because shes a dumbass. i personally know myself well enough that id kill all the bigoted *bleep*s and make a run for the hills where i would hang myself....

shes trying to change me. my own *bleep*ing mother is intolerant of my beliefs. if she isnt tolerant of me, why should i be tolerant of her..
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she was *bleep*ing *bleep*.
she married my dad, got sick of him, started *bleep*in around with ppl on him, and then accused him of doing the same.
when she moved to florida because they were being evicted, she brought one of the dudes she was *bleep*in around with.
my dad moved to florida eventually, after a month of living with us after being evicted, to avoid the warrant.
and so, as a result, he stayed there for longer than he would have in jail.
which is *bleep*. i swear id rather go a week in prison than 4 months with that *bleep*.
so, he came back shortly. stayed a bit longer this time. then left again, to avoid the NEW warrant.
stayed for NINE months. NINE *bleep*ing months, before he came back.
he tried to make up for it, by sending me two new phones. RAZR ftw, but these social tools arent worth as much as a father.
so now, hes back, and living with me, in the room next to me, watching tel
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Uhm. I'm not exactly sure what to write here.
Uhm, I'm hanging out with the girl Thursday night. Gonna see what happens.
I've been wondering how to get this goddamn wireless router to work, its an ASUS, if anyone has any clues on how to install. Something is wrong with my computer, that won't let me install wireless routers. I've bought three of them, none of which work for me. I need to update the drivers or something.
Elekid has not fallen short of his duty to piss me off.
Just recently added a girl on myspace that I've warned about him. Hah.
Strawberryclock was arsed to unblock me. I guess theres some signs I've skipped a few steps on the society staircase.
Hows this for a first blog?
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