As I type, I've broken down into tears. I don't know if I can stand it much longer.
Lately it's been hell for me, and I ca't cope anymore. So it's for this reason that I've decided to leave. I don't know what I'm going to do. Maybe I'll kill myself. All I know is that I can't cope with what's been going on in my life. So thank you. Thank you to everyone for the experience.
This is the last you'll hear from me for a while.
But thank you. All of you. Even if you were a complete asshole to me. Thank you.
Please spread this around to everyone I know. I'd really appreciate it.
Goodbye. I'm not really that good at saying goodbye to people, but... thanks for being a great member; I can't really say we were friends. I hope you'll be feeling happy again soon. Don't kill yourself.
Come bekkk Icarus. I feel really bad for laughing in a thread about possible suicide... ShinyMilotic made me laugh with the 'future' comment. D: But there's always another way. Suicide isn't the only option.
If your life is really that shitty, I recommend getting hold of some weed (out of all seriousness) or seeing a doctor. Even if you're against weed for some effed up reason, it's helped me overcome death. Against it or not, anything will always be better than death. If you have access to neither weed nor doctor, pack your shit and stay with a friend until things get better. Even an online friend to go to is good, but do something, anything. Don't sit still and invite the suffering to drain your soul.
With my shitty life, I've sunk into depression and have had thoughts of suicide many times during the past 3 years due to reasons most likely worse than yours (just an assumption). I mean, really? you're going to give up on life because a few little things went bad? Don't be an arse.
There's always going to be someone out there who'll have it worse than you and still have the strength to live on. There are *bleep*ing kids out there in the Middle East that have witnessed their families shot dead before their eyes, and still live on. They use the suffering they experienced, and turn it upon itself. They liberate and prevent others from experiencing the same suffering they were put through.
Not having anything to live for is reason enough to live on. Use the suffering you're going through and turn it against itself. Live on, and make sure no one suffers the same way you did. Think of all of the people just like you out there that are going through the same exact thing. If you give up, those around you will give up.
Live on.
Create a new hope for the weak and figure a way to end the suffering that consumes this planet and victimizes those like yourself. Take the burden off of thousands of shoulders and place it upon your own. Only then will you be able to let go, knowing others will not have to suffer because of your actions.
Do not let go as a mortal; withstand the burden of those who have fallen victim to the same pain you experience now. Lift the pain off their souls. Gain immortality in their eyes.
Let go now, and you shall never be mourned with tears of sorrow and grief. Let go now, and you shall never be mourned with tears of the liberated. Let go now, and you shall never be the savior of victims like yourself.
Only a victim himself can understand another of the same nature. Do not let go. Do not let everything slip away and follow suite with your predecessors. Be the first to break free of the inevitable cycle this suffering reprimands.
Live on, and rid others of the suffering you are experiencing. Live on, and show the weak a new 'morrow. Live on, and live forever in their eyes.
Mig, Please don't go and especialy don't die.You were my sisters best friend and i am sure you don't just want to leave her right now.Or everyone for that matter.And most of all,i don't want to see you go.But it's up to you from now on.
Poor Kid... Sorry to hear your lifes been sucking. Hope things get better for you. Try to live. You never know what the future holds in store for you. So just try to keep living.... I'll miss you.
Holy shit. ;-; Man, you are probably my best friend, it is honestly really sad man, we are like, best buds. No man, no. You can't go. Seriously no. Please. No.
Don't kill yourself, KI. That's what losers or people who have severe problems do. But seriously, I hope everything turns out alright for you. I'm going to miss you.
KI you are an awesome person who needs to find out what to do to with his life, please keep living. Neo needs more members like you who keep things random and fun. Don't go!
Good god, kid. Kill yourself? Sure that'll solve your problem but do you know how many other problems you're gonna cause? You family. You think they wont care? Of course they will! They'll weep; probably for years. How does that make you feel? Knowing you'd be the cause of their sadness if you kill yourself.
See ya, I'm not going to lie. I never really liked you because you were kinda annoying, especially with the youtube videos lulz. But don't kill yourself. And you were cool at times. And no I'm not trying to be a asshole @ everyone else. I mean cmon, I don't want a fight in his blog, especially what he seems to be going through.
And don't pull a Pokeslicer (sp), just to make people feel bad for you. =/
I'm not sure you know who that is/what happens with that incident though.
But yeah take care, and I hope everything goes alright in your life.
Adios KI, don't kill yourself, honestly, we dont want another pokesplicer around here. Even though I hated your taste in music, that doesn't make you less of a great person.
I hardly know you, but don't kill yourself, even if your life has been like hell, your 12(right? I read that in the interview) and when you get older, everything will be better.
Anyway, goodbye, you've been a real good member in the City Folk forum, It's sad to see you go.
Honestly, anybody that says they're going to kill themselves because their life has failed on them is a coward, and hasn't yet lived. I've experienced shit, too. I have a run down house; my family has substandard finances; I don't get the best grades; my friend staged a fake suicide, and betrayed his trust against me and all of my friends. Do I pity myself? Do I view the world as a place of unending hatred, toil, and Hell? Do I anticipate the hardened kiss of death? No, and that's because I look forward to the good and bright future, however hard it may be to achieve. Yet even in my case, a child in Africa or the Middle East will envy my non-destroyed city; my connection to the world; my three meals a day without thought; my everything.
For shame, I say to you, if you think that your life is so miserable, what with the resources that have been handed to you, that you must end your own life. Do they anger you, really? With the tools in your hands, you have the power to prove your superiority. You can show them all that you can cope with apparently the most distressing forces, and that you haven't lost to anybody's game. Think. Killing yourself only means that you've succumb to the power of depression. Prove it wrong. Prove that you're as strong as the child without a home, without food, without a family.
I swear to god, Miguel do NOT kill yourself. We've had talks about this, you know that my best friend did that. And it hurts man. Just seeing you leave neoseeker is bad enough. I'll miss you alot, Miguel. I love you. I hope you at least get on MSN once in a while. But whatever you do, don't hurt yourself. I still have to fly out to aussieland and meet you, don't you remember that?
So, take your time, relax, sort out your life, and come back to us. Just don't, whatever you do, DON'T HURT YOURSELF. You are one of my best friends on neoseeker, and I will miss you greatly.
Oh KI, I may not have spoken to you for a while, but it's still sad to see you go. You made a huge influence on the Pokemon Forums and we'll all miss you greatly. Please don't do anything drastic, as the song says; "Things can only get better."
It hurts me to see you like this. Every member I see on here I think of as part of a family. MY family.
To see you go, even though we never knew each other more then by name, will pain me more then you could imagine.
Even with what may go through your life right now.
I must have been like you as a child(I mean I am not 12, I'm 18). Even now I am most likely still feeling similar to you. Since your age I have been feeling so mixed up inside. I never knew how to act, because someone was always correcting my actions. I never knew how I felt towards guys or girls, and always told that I should feel the opposite. I never was able to get a job, because of how I felt dealing with people, making sure they go the best thing they needed. Most of all, I was judged. By everyone I knew face to face. I was always looked upon as inadequate. I was never the go-to person. I always was the bottom of the barrel.
I let it go.
People never liked me when I had no idea what was going on, and I didn't either. I have contemplated suicide many a time over the course of 6 years. It is going to keep happening to me too, methinks.
But I never let these things get to me. In my soul I realize that even if I think my family won't care if I go,(they WOULD care, it's just hard to see sometimes) I would always have my friends who would miss me. I would always know people who would mourn. I know that my friends here would always miss me. Think of us as your online family! People here are willing to help you face to face! People are giving you thier heartfelt thoughts on this, and no one who knows you a little wants to see you die. It is too much too put on those who care.
We will all feel this at times. But you cannot blame yourself for this. There has to be someone that people can go to. I am willing to see you through everything that you are dealing with right now. I may not be able to see you face to face, but I can help you. I have been the mental anchor for around 15 people, and all of them have gotten better from where they stand. I have prevented suicides, and I can't stand back and watch a family member die. YOU CAN't DIE. I will do everything in my power to help you.
Just remember that it is ok to feel this way, ok to cry, ok to take things when you are ready. Just don't give other people reason too. Don't give them the pain I felt for six years. I made that my purpose in life. To help people like you. But if you die...I can't think about it. I'm crying as it is. I'm going to find you.
I don't know you but your cool man. And don't kill yourself for some bullshit. And if you don't kill yourself come back on Neo everybody is going to miss you. Everybody goes through some shit. Its not worth killing yourself. Don't kill yurself cause if u do i'll revive you and do it my self. Baby come back... you can blame it all on me. =)
Suicide is the easy way out. If you can give in to the easy way, then go right ahead. But know this, nobody is so weak that they need to take the easy way out. There is no situation that can't be turned around with perseverence and a little luck.
That's all I can really say.
Anyway, see you when you come back, and if you don't (which is not likely) then bye byes.
Even if you hate your life, if you kill yourself, you'll just make your family miserable. So if you cant go on for yourself, do it for your family.
Good bye man, but remeber: NEVER COMMIT SUICIDE!
I feel really bad for laughing in a thread about possible suicide... ShinyMilotic made me laugh with the 'future' comment. D:
But there's always another way. Suicide isn't the only option.
I barely knew you, but I'll miss you.
I hope everything turns out well for you. It's been great knowing you Miguel.
~On the brink of insanity~
Paalam pare, Di kita makakalimutan.
Flippydit: WAIT! "For a while?!" ah, i see someday then.
you can't kill yourself, we haven't even pulled the prank on Big A2!
recommend getting hold of some weed (out of all
seriousness) or seeing a doctor. Even if you're against
weed for some effed up reason, it's helped me
overcome death. Against it or not, anything will always be
better than death. If you have access to neither weed nor
doctor, pack your shit and stay with a friend until things
get better. Even an online friend to go to is good, but do
something, anything. Don't sit still and invite the
suffering to drain your soul.
With my shitty life, I've sunk into depression and have had
thoughts of suicide many times during the past 3
years due to reasons most likely worse than yours (just
an assumption). I mean, really? you're going to give up
on life because a few little things went bad? Don't be an arse.
There's always going to be someone out there who'll have it
worse than you and still have the strength to live on.
There are *bleep*ing kids out there in the Middle East that
have witnessed their families shot dead before their eyes,
and still live on. They use the suffering they experienced,
and turn it upon itself. They liberate and prevent others from
experiencing the same suffering they were put through.
Not having anything to live for is reason enough to live
on. Use the suffering you're going through and turn it against
itself. Live on, and make sure no one suffers the
same way you did. Think of all of the people just like you out
there that are going through the same exact thing. If you give
up, those around you will give up.
Live on.
Create a new hope for the weak and figure a way to end the
suffering that consumes this planet and victimizes those like
yourself. Take the burden off of thousands of
shoulders and place it upon your own. Only then will you be
able to let go, knowing others will not have to suffer
because of your actions.
Do not let go as a mortal; withstand the burden of those
who have fallen victim to the same pain you experience now.
Lift the pain off their souls. Gain immortality in their
eyes.
Let go now, and you shall never be mourned with tears of sorrow and grief.
Let go now, and you shall never be mourned with tears of the liberated.
Let go now, and you shall never be the savior of victims like yourself.
Only a victim himself can understand another of the same
nature. Do not let go. Do not let everything slip away and
follow suite with your predecessors. Be the first to break
free of the inevitable cycle this suffering reprimands.
Live on, and rid others of the suffering you are experiencing.
Live on, and show the weak a new 'morrow.
Live on, and live forever in their eyes.
Please don't go and especialy don't die.You were my sisters best friend and i am sure you don't just want to leave her right now.Or everyone for that matter.And most of all,i don't want to see you go.But it's up to you from now on.
-Awsomness-
Try to live. You never know what the future holds in store for you. So just try to keep living....
I'll miss you.
Also thanks for the awesome nickname ~mangel~.
Man, you are probably my best friend, it is honestly really sad man, we are like, best buds.
No man, no. You can't go. Seriously no. Please. No.
You family. You think they wont care? Of course they will! They'll weep; probably for years. How does that make you feel? Knowing you'd be the cause of their sadness if you kill yourself.
Suicide is the pathetic way out.
Don't kill yourself. ;-;
See you whenever man.
your a great friend, imma sad to see you leave
god bless ya
And don't pull a Pokeslicer (sp), just to make people feel bad for you. =/
I'm not sure you know who that is/what happens with that incident though.
But yeah take care, and I hope everything goes alright in your life.
Goodbye.
Anyway, goodbye, you've been a real good member in the City Folk forum, It's sad to see you go.
you can't resist my irresistible temptaion for long
<3
get better
For shame, I say to you, if you think that your life is so miserable, what with the resources that have been handed to you, that you must end your own life. Do they anger you, really? With the tools in your hands, you have the power to prove your superiority. You can show them all that you can cope with apparently the most distressing forces, and that you haven't lost to anybody's game. Think. Killing yourself only means that you've succumb to the power of depression. Prove it wrong. Prove that you're as strong as the child without a home, without food, without a family.
So, take your time, relax, sort out your life, and come back to us. Just don't, whatever you do, DON'T HURT YOURSELF. You are one of my best friends on neoseeker, and I will miss you greatly.
:love:
~Daniel~
Please don't do anything drastic, as the song says; "Things can only get better."
well you cant do that, for any reason. If you are sad, remember the following saying.
~~Youare sad, decline thy feeling and always remember that you are happy, in your life. You are you and you are happy, just in a different way.~~
I didnt know you but i wish to. Good-bye, ~jaz~
Please don't kill yourself, and good luck.
~Akira~
I was just beginning to respect you as a member because you have been maturing, but don't kill yourself.
Just talk to your friends or family and you'll feel better.
To see you go, even though we never knew each other more then by name, will pain me more then you could imagine.
Even with what may go through your life right now.
I must have been like you as a child(I mean I am not 12, I'm 18). Even now I am most likely still feeling similar to you. Since your age I have been feeling so mixed up inside. I never knew how to act, because someone was always correcting my actions. I never knew how I felt towards guys or girls, and always told that I should feel the opposite. I never was able to get a job, because of how I felt dealing with people, making sure they go the best thing they needed. Most of all, I was judged. By everyone I knew face to face. I was always looked upon as inadequate. I was never the go-to person. I always was the bottom of the barrel.
I let it go.
People never liked me when I had no idea what was going on, and I didn't either. I have contemplated suicide many a time over the course of 6 years. It is going to keep happening to me too, methinks.
But I never let these things get to me. In my soul I realize that even if I think my family won't care if I go,(they WOULD care, it's just hard to see sometimes) I would always have my friends who would miss me. I would always know people who would mourn. I know that my friends here would always miss me. Think of us as your online family! People here are willing to help you face to face! People are giving you thier heartfelt thoughts on this, and no one who knows you a little wants to see you die. It is too much too put on those who care.
We will all feel this at times. But you cannot blame yourself for this. There has to be someone that people can go to. I am willing to see you through everything that you are dealing with right now. I may not be able to see you face to face, but I can help you. I have been the mental anchor for around 15 people, and all of them have gotten better from where they stand. I have prevented suicides, and I can't stand back and watch a family member die. YOU CAN't DIE. I will do everything in my power to help you.
Just remember that it is ok to feel this way, ok to cry, ok to take things when you are ready. Just don't give other people reason too. Don't give them the pain I felt for six years. I made that my purpose in life. To help people like you. But if you die...I can't think about it. I'm crying as it is. I'm going to find you.
YOU'RE A FAGGOT.
Remember, suicide is never the best option. Things might get better in the future, but if you kill yourself, you will never know.