Inu's Rant Space

Things are looking bright for me... My trek to Japan starts in a few days and I couldn't be happier... and a little frightened. I should learn to be more optimistic about things... I should learn to not be afraid... but with things happening the way they have been, I can't help but be afraid... Finding out things too late, finding out answers too late...

Why can't people tell me as soon as something happens? How am I supposed to fix something months after the fact?