CoExisting~Words

Okay so if anyone even reads this still I'm just giving an update on my life.
So this summer has been very interesting. It's been filled with laughs and tears. Hard and good times. But it's not over yet.

My story-
My story is coming along. I basically have it all done in my head. Now for the hard part getting in onto paper. =/
Finally came up with a title thanks to Will. Shattered Eternity.

Video games-
I've been playing a lot of games lately. Harvest Moon Ds cute mostly. It's fun. And now that I have HM mfomt I can marry Gray<3

Movies-
Seen a few movies lately. Saw HArry potter the day it came out. Kinda sucked. =/
Transformers rocked! & Year one was just awesome!
Just watched the movie 'Dude wheres my car?' last night with my dad. FUNNY!

Art-
This summer I've been drawign a lot. Improving my skills. Working with colored pencil to color my characters from Shattered eternity. Almost done drawing th
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It was all a long time ago... In a world with magic and war. But I never paid attention to that. all that mattered to me was my 3 best friends and the fun we had.
My friend will you listen to a tale of pure happiness and sorrow?

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In my world we had no electronics. We had magic and our own two hands.I was born from the spirit of Spring. Thus my name was Haru.During my childhood i met 3 wonderful friends.
Natsu was a quiet girl with the ears and tail of a cat and the spirit of Summer.My friend Aki had the spirit of Fall inside her. She was always a very fun person.
And last was my dear friend Fuyu.. He had the spirit of Winter and a smile kinder than any other. Everyday we'd play and as the days went by our bond grow stronger. But something started happening once we got older and the world began to change. The world began to die
everyday we would meet in a field. A field full of flowers, tre
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i haven't really been caring about blogging and what not but why not talk about my life.
Summer break started more than a week ago. Since then My life has sucked. I miss my friends =/
I've been kinda sick. Not eating or sleeping much. Luckily I'm getting better. My nose and throat has also been killing me.
I walked a ton of miles the other day and man after that my knees were awful hurting so much...
I've been at my dads since Friday. Not sure when I'll be leaving.

At my dads I got MSN and I love it. It's so much fun. Chatting and stuff a lot easier than Neo. I'm gonna miss it when i go back to moms.

WEll... nothin else really new so I guess see ya

Oh! Watched this anime series Clannad. It was so awesome.
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The fear of losing myself for good. That was the greatest fear I had. The fear of MY soul disappearing forever into the bleek space of nothingness. If that's my greatest fear then how come losing him... hurts so much... way did that scare me more than losing myself? Just the thought that he would leave.... scared me more than anything.
Many thoughts passed through my mind as I thought about how I should react. What if this was goodbye for good?
I wouldn't let myself think that for long. I covered my face with my hands as I cried for what seemed endlessly... I cried... And cried.. As my heartstarted moving towards the darkness...

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My soul became shrouded in darkness. As time passed by lying on my bed. Alone all alone. My dark soul/heart was taking control. She lured me to the darkn
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Kuro's past..

I walked along a path. Every step I took the ground would freeze beneath my feet. Everywhere I went people would push me away & call me a curse. No matter where I went or who I past I was never excepted. That is until I met a boy... He said his name was... Fuyu a boy named after winter. This boy loved the snow & icy winds. The boy asked to hold my hand one day. I quickly argued & ran away with fear of turning the one person who showed me kindness into ice. The boy didn't understand & chased after me yelling "I'm sorry" I kept running until I ran into a dead end... I was on the edge of a huge cliff. The boy was right behind me. When he was just a step or two away he held out his hand saying I didn't have to take it. "I'll turn you into Ice!" I yelled. He froze with understanding. Just then I heard the earth beneath us begin to break.
I pushed him to safety freezing his left ar
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Like in my last post I'm writing a story I still haven't come up with a title. I'm going to talk about the main characters.
All the main characters are named after colors.

The main Heroine~
Haiiro(grey)~ A 15 year old who is both good and bad. She has a nuetral personality.

Shiro(white)~ Shiro is Haiiro's light soul. Shiro helps Haiiro do good things. Shiro is very innocent and sweet.

Kuro(Black)~ Kuro is Haiiro's Dark soul and helps her do bad things. Kuro is very distant and cold.

Momoiro(pink/peach)~ Momoiro goes by the nickname Momoand is a very lovey dovey person. She is like Haiiro and both good and bad. She is head over heels is love. Also a girl in Haiiro's class.

Aka(red)~ Momo's best friend. Aka has a hard as nails tomboy personality. She can be very hateful. Has a dark soul.

Ao(blue)~ Ao is also Momo's friend. Ao is a born leader and loves to be a hero type. Has a light soul.

Midori(gr
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It was the beginning of the end or maybe it was the beginning of a journey I'm not completely sure. All I know is that things would never be the same again. As I stood there facing death I was being torn apart on the inside. I had always known that I had two different selves, two different souls. I had lived a voiding both souls living by my own neutral way of life. But it looks as if my way of life wasn't good enough anymore. And the two souls inside me were fight for who would take control of me. I was as good as dead. I myself was. Which ever of these two souls take over my body there is one thing for sure, that soul won't be my current one. My soul will be pushed away as if I was nothing. As if I'm nothing, wasn't anything, and never going to be something. I'd just disappear for eternity. And with the choice being forced apon me as to which soul would take over I just stud there figh
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Well I guess I'll start this exsiting(not really) Blog post of Angels(that's me) life b telling about the title. =3 I recently have become a little obsessed with a few things.
1. Catch phrases~My catch phrases are...

• Eeto(meaning Let me see or Well)
• Kana kana?(Meaning I wonder I wonder)(I got this catch phrase from Rena)
• Nippa!9I have no clue but it's cute<3)(Got it from Rika)

2. Higurashi~ I recently started watching this one day while I was bored. I loved it and kept watching. I'm now on episode 18 of Higurashi kai. I really like Rena. I also think Rena < Keiichi is a very cute couple. I now wanna carry a big hatchet with me like Rena. =3 Higurashi brings out teh evil murder side of me. But I kinda get the evil from my dad so higurashi helps me come to trems with my evilness.

3. Singing/Songs~ I have become obsessed with a few songs lately.

• Higurashi themes/endings~ I really love th

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I couldn't think of a title so whatever! Haven't posted a blog post in a while. Been pretty super busy plus mom took away my computer rights so I've been having to get on at school... Like I am right now.
Anyway my life since my last post...
I'm still really into Romeo and Juliet. Even more into it since I started reading the Manga and making my own Manga of it.
I've been listening to a lot of different music.
A ton of songs from breaking Benjamin, Lots of songs from Shuffle, And random songs I found.
I'm trying to find theme songs frm all of my friends. SO far I know Inu's which is Deep forest from Inuyasha.
I'm currently dying to RP. I'm just in a RPing mood.
I'm also writing a new story. I think I have the names from the main characters
Sophitia is the main girl.
Raiden is the main boy.
Emery and Luella are the main girls best friends.
Well I woke up this morning and my finger was covered in blo
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I've been reading Romeo and Juliet in English and so far it's a pretty good book. My teacher is making it seem like a book about horny teenagers so it's kinda funny. Romeo and Juliet the anime has some very sweet art work. I found a really cute video for one of my fav songs , hero by nickelback, it was a Romeo and Juliet AMV and so cute!
I've been thinking a lot about My hero. A hero is someone I've always dreamed to have. Someone who would protect me. Sigh... I know i have many people who would protect me and I know one person I can call my Hero.
This weekend was very crazy because of my sister Juliets Birthday party. Juju turned 5 and had a swiming party and besides for almost being drowned by a dozen little kids it was a pretty fun party.*shivers* The kids were everywhere!
My little brother Johan is now 4 months and he couldn't be anymore adorable! He smiles all the time now and he sto
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