My happy place, if I am indeed happy.

http://www.85qm.de/up/BigRedButton.swf


DO NOT CLICK THE LINK, THERE IS NO TALKING RED BUTTON TO PUSH AND BLOW UP THE WORLD AND KILL YOURSELF AND BLOW UP HELL AND HEVAN AND MAKE EVERYBODY SUBJECT TO AN ETERNITY OF LIMBOING!


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I dislike you.

Darn you to heck.

I am ashamed of you.

How dare you.

You know what? I don't care anymore.

Fine, tell me about it, I'm not listening.

STOP TALKING!

If you keep pressing that button, I will stop typing stuff.

Oh, you didn't want to read it anyway?

Well then.


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Ahh, I'm losing friends I thought actually liked me for who I am.
And I'm all self-contentious about not talking about myself because people called me an attention whore! I just want to be left alone! Why can't you flamers just go away! And even you jokers who were once my friends, stop taking about me as if I'm some disease or something! I wouldn't *bleep* you anyway, mike!

Go burn in hell and leave me the *bleep* alone! I don't want to deal with you anymore! I won't! I can't! Just forget about me and live your lives like I was never there in the first place! And if you're going to ignore me, don't even mention my god damn *bleep*ing name!
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Ok, due to my personality I tend to get totally hooked on something and then lose interest. It seems as if I'm starting to get bored with neo...so if I forget to come on and check my PMs, its not because I'm ignoring you or hating you or I was in the hospital or I died. Well, I guess the last two are possible, but very unlikely. Anyway, if you want to contact me, I almost always have my yahoo open, if you have msn, please add Sesshomarulover12345@yahoo.com unless I hate you, then just go burn in hell.

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ok, guess I'll make an update.

My grandmother, got layed off of work, she was an engineer. She went into a depression, sorta, she already was in one, I think. Anyway, she sat at home all day drinking and smoking and not eating right. She started to become numb when she woke up, her legs, anyway, and it just got worse and
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Lyrics:

Grove. Slam. Work it back. Filter that. Baby bump that track.(2x)

Gaga in the room.
So star struck.
Cherry cherry cherry boom boom.
Goin' out to the club on the weekend.
Standin' up to beat that your freakin'
fanticise on the track you're twikin'.
Blow my heart up.
Put your hands on my waist pull the vader.
Run it back with original flavor.
Keep me up on the 12 onthe(can't tell...)
I'm so struck.

ect.


Wtf is a "vader?!"
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First, my hours in school are all *bleep*ed up because some grade(can't remember which) had testing, so we stayed in first hour and second hour extra long, skipped 3rd hour, had a short period in 4th and 5h hour, and a normal length period in 6th hour.

In first hour, math, Mr. Fergarouis was very stressed looking, and very tired looking. No one noticed except Jessie and I. The class kept talking and talking, paying him no mind, and he turned off the overhead, and turned off the lights. He yelled(raised his voice, really), I can't exactly remember what he said. When he turned the lights back on, and people still didn't listen, he looked like he was about to cry, I could tell. I feel badly for the poor guy, he's only a student teacher, he has a lot of stress right now.


Jessie and my conversation on the paper(we pass notes, we're aloud to):

Jessie:
you better blog about today,should be interest
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I feel this strange tingle feeling. It's strongest in my chest. It makes no sense. I feel like I want something, like I really, REALLY want something, but I can't figure out what the hell it is. Very strange.

Has this ever happened to you? Please tell me.
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Why does everyone have to flam me? I get teased, talked about, and verbally harassed by almost everyone that knows me at school, and some who don't! In loungin', everybody keeps flaming me! You know, I say that I don't care, and I try really hard not to, but it makes me feel like I'm all alone in the world. I feel like everyone hates me. Like I don't have a friend in the world. Why does everyone hate me? What did I ever do? I didn't do anything wrong. Why does this happen to me? You people have no idea how much pain your causing me! No idea at all! I didn't do anything wrong! Why do you hate me!? I didn't do anything wrong. I didn't do anything wrong. I don't deserve this. Why can't you just leave me alone? I didn't do anything wrong.
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Whelp, this'll be a long post.

Friday morning. Mom wakes me up. makes me toast, I eat it, take a shower, get my laptop back from my mom, go outside, slip on black ice, get in the car, go to school, yadayada.

I hear the band in the stair well, and I remember that we're having a pep rally today. blah. But I like the band, so I listen.

First hour:(Algebra)

In Algebra, Jessie and I were talking to each other in sign language, no, nether of us is deaf, We just like signing. And we're siting in the middle of a room filled with ass holes. Stupid ones, and they start saying that we're using fake signs, and we wern't. Then they continued to make there own fake signs, and they laughed at the fact that a deaf girl was going to beat them up. One of our friends from sign club is deaf. Actually, I think two of them are. It sounds a lot better then it was, trust me. I had to grit my teeth, clench my teeth,
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Could you please tell me who you are?
Or at least help me figure it out.
Or just read and comment.
Or don't read it in which case you wouldn't be reading this so there is no reason to type this out.
Or I guess read it and don't comment...

quote Cupid

You didn't think you'd get a message, and I couldn't let that happen. :) Hope you enjoy Valentine's Day, and good luck finding true love! See you in the Forums! ^_^

♥ ♥ ♥

quote Cupid

To Garralover12345

Happy valentines day Garralover12345 if you figure out who this then well done you know who loves you, well happy valentines day



from Anonomas (or wotever)

quote Cupid

Roses are red
Violets are blue
This is a bad rhyme
But at least it shows I like you

And now for some words from our 'sponsors':
"Pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers souls in motion"

If to schism, is to tear apart, I hope that it never happens...

quote Cupid

you are the best, and i`m seriou

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minut

minte

minate


How on earth do you spell minut!?!

Sorry about the wait for the story, my readers, but I haven't been in the mood to type.

Also, could you please give me predictions about what you think will happen next, tips, and please tell me if you're reading it, I like to know this stuff. Also, tell me if you think it sucks, I'm curious about how many people hate it.

I may or may not put up the next chapter today, it depends.

For those of you who don't know what I'm talking about:

The first and second chapter of the story I am writing is in previous blogs of mine, you should be able to find them.
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