Yeah yeah yeah, we all know the story. Don't take shit for granted. Well it really is true and I've been doing a lot of that lately.
As you all know (or should know) I lived in puerto rico where I spent most of my life and just recently decided to move to the US to study. Well anyways looking through the photos of my past life with all of my friends I felt so sad that I'd already left them, and to me it felt as if I barely said goodbye. Like it was all just a vacation and I was going to come back.
I really miss everyone, my family and friends and home and everything. I never realized it'd be this bad and I just can't get all those great times out of my mind. I just wish sometimes I could just pause time and keep things exactly like they where. I was so desperate for change I didn't realize exactly how drastic it would be.
I really miss those good times, but I guess I have to push on and hope that there are even more good times to come. My biggest regret was not doing more, I wish I was more of a lunatic at school. I wish I went out more. I wish I just hanged with my friends more, but it's all behind me and I'm only 18 and still got a loooonnngg ways to go and only new things await me.
Holy shit that sounded corny as hell.....well...it's all true. I have my regrets but life is filled with mistakes and regrets and in between....happiness. *Cue sad song*