The term is "Regret."
Recently, been spamming up a storm. I noticed I passed long time Neo-Bud
Chad in total number of posts. Ask me that years ago when we first met, I would have never believe it was possible. Thus is life when it comes to age and real life.
Chad is too cool of a cat to be spending all his time posting here. He's got responsibilities and stuff.
Anyway, my attitude hasn't really changed. I still don't want anything to do with the masses these days. I have my little thing going in Tabletop and C&F. Retro's been moving a little too.
sword_of_omens and
Chimaira as a mod team in the revival heyday would have been legendary. Instead, the site got me. My enthusiasm was there, but I'm a fraud. I like Retro stuff, but I'm no where near as knowledgeable as Goodman Sword.
I should never be anyone's choice for leader. I can't even lead myself let alone others. I don't even wanna hear it otherwise. I don't wanna hear "Oh Cap, it gets better" because it doesn't. Life is a series of one disappointment after another. If you wanna spin something into "Well, it isn't worse than that one time," then fine. Go ahead and put that effort in, but I'm not going to follow.
Gonna end this before this becomes more about life than Neoseeker since this is a Neoblog and not a Cap Blog.